What People Says About Us.
I met Mariqi a year ago when I was in a very bad place mentally. My husband requested assistance on a group for our area as I tried to commit suicide. At this point I have already been in a dark place for 5 years. Yes I have seeked counselling prior to the events that transpired that evening, however none of the professionals I had appointments with was able to change my coping magnism and get me to stand up again.
So back to the evening when I tried to commit suicide Mariqi noticed the plea message of my husband on the group and she immediately made contact. The next morning Mariqi was at my house. When she first met me I was unable to go out of my bedroom. My windows was completely covered in such a drastic way I would put blankets over my windows as well to block the world out. I was so lost, all I wanted to do was lay in my bed. I did not want to speak or see any human close to me. All I wanted to do was lay in bed with the blankets over my head and cry and cry and cry some more. I had nothing to live for I prayed God would take me away. I was dealing with so much trauma it consumed me it consumed my entire life and existence.